I feel like the complete bottom of the barrel - maybe because I actually am. And no matter what I do I get reminded of my inability to cope with everyday life. I do not feel human at all.
Whatever I do, I get reminded of it. Being a person interested in computers and computer science, I get to expierence the frustrating limitations set by my cognitive ability more often than I'd like to. "Everyone, expierences failure, no matter how good they are at anything", "Nobody's born a master at anything". Well, but I EXPIERENCE NOTHING BUT FAILURE. Since young age I obsess over theoretical computer science, read countless books (still counting), spent hours watching video guides, tried a lot myself and what did I get out of it? NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I barely can write fizzbuzz in C or in POSIX shell or whatever. Screw it. Ok, lemme try real quik. Here:
#include &l;stdio.h>
void main(){
for(int i=0; i&l;10; i++){
if(i%3 == 0){
printf("Fizz\n");
}if else(i%5 == 0){
printf("Buzz\n");
}else{
printf("d", i);
printf("%s", "\n");
}
}
}
Cool. I actually managed to write fizzbuzz